Today, I feel like an amputee.
It's strange is it not that to be in a unhappy relationship is still preferable to the yawning, gaping void that accompanies the realization that he's not there.
Truth be told, I feel no lonelier than I've felt for the past six months while I've been IN this relationship, but I feel incredibly sad. A mind-numbing, all consuming sadness that comes when you know that you have no more hope left, that things between you will not go back to what they were, that it IS over, and this is goodbye.
Good-bye my friend, for the most part you were absolutely amazing. I'm going to miss you more than I can begin to imagine.
But that is what life is all about, I've been told. Everyone is a passenger in the same bus. The only problem is, everyone has different stops - and it seems like you had to get off now.