August 18, 2010

I got my phone bill today, and what-should-made-me-cringe, made me grin instead. Yet more proof, if any was needed, that I'm hovering on the edges of dementia. The more I talk to you, the more I want to talk to you. The more I want to talk to you, the more I try to resist this particular addiction. The more I try to resist, the more compelled I am to give in (because what else does one do with temptation, I've been taught). Truth is, when all is said and done, **I want you** very very much. I sincerely hope you want me too. Because if you don't (and I admit there is a small-small possibility that you may not) I shall have no choice but to hunt you down and kill you.

So there you have it, it's either a slow-painful-tortuous death or me. Pick one. Thank you. Good bye.

23 comments:

Ubaid said...

Brutal <3

Anonymous said...

how much was that ?

=D

Xeb said...

UB: Thank you, Thank you!
I'm thinking of writing a series of deranged love-letters. Sort of like a resource book for mad people in love. What do you think? :P

Anon: It was more than it's been for a very long time. It's still not comparable to when I was sixteen and my phone bill used to give my dad hysterics though, so I suppose its all good! *hehe*

Ubaid said...

I'd love to read those...

in fact I'd be replying in my style to many ;) hahaha

p.s. you deleted a post which I was loving :p

Xeb said...

Haha, reply to this one then and let's see what we can do with it.

And I'm sorry about the post. I thought I was deleting a draft, turned out I deleted the post instead. I was too annoyed to write it again! :(

How do we know said...

And someone is THAT lucky??

Xeb said...

*heh* I have a sneaky feeling you're being sarcastic. Shame on you! :P

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

Niiceee... Cool.. You should write a graphic novel or something....

I Wish my phone bill was like yours...

Ali said...

nice.. i likes the letter!!!! i shall write my own :P

Xeb said...

LPS: Why a graphic novel? I can't draw for nuts.

A: Haha please do. We can form a society of manic lovers. Seriously, think about it, it might actually be fun (and somewhat morbid) but fun.

hira said...

parallel freaking lives. sheesh xeb, true story.

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

Because Graphic novels are cool and sexy...

And would love to join that secret society..... It will be cool....

Xeb said...

h: At the rate my life resonates with everyone else's, it seems the deity's run out of plots and now we're all living regurgitated soap operas. Haina?

LPS: Haha, okay then. You're in. But it's not a very secret society though.

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

Lets make it a secret one... It will be more fun.. :D You know with special handshakes and pass codes and all.. :P

Xeb said...

Err, I think this society will be manic enough without the subterfuge. :P

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

I think ur kinda right... We already crazy enuff.. :P

kay-without a tee! said...

i lyk da word subterfuge! and i wish i had a father who would have paid exorbitant phone bills! *sigh*

Thoth... said...

Yeh kia scene hai?

Xeb said...

LPS: We are, we are :)

k: Mine did, but with much complaint! *hehe*

T: Accha scene hai :) Aapka kya scene hai?

Deadpoetssociety said...

There are signs of desire
Princess
You hide the smile on your face
But I can hear it in your voice
And within those soft, sultry nuances
That marinate your words
I, too find myself drifting somewhere
In the vicinity of Felicity
And behind that facade wherein reigns
That sweet calamity; 
your psuedo-vanity
I can see the truth.

I can see 
the subtle, elegant light you exude
Through the cracks in your veneer
Where others would only admire
The intricate latticework of shadows...

...I stand gasping at the source... 

...And a fragment of my core
Detaches itself from me
And attaches to your radiance
And I find myself swaying
To your whims
And in my own self defense
I urge you to give in to this temptation
As I covet your phone-bill-smiles
You talk of death if I'm-not-yours?
I know of death where you're-not-mine.

 

 

 

Xeb said...

*speechless*

(which doesn't happen very often).

:)

How do we know said...

@ dead poets society: this is wow!! me speechless too. what a comment! And xeb, i would never be sarcastic.. i really think that the man who gets ur attention will be one hell of a lucky guy.

Xeb said...

H: I hope the man in question thinks he's lucky too, is all! :P